Overwhelmed – A Maze of Cognitive Turbulence
I love learning. And I expect confusion. I thrive on dissonance. But, this morning, as I write this, I am curiously unsettled.
It has been the first week of the Connectivism course and I have not been able to attend to the readings and the webinars as deeply as I had hoped. One of those weeks, I guess.
I have generally described myself as a constructivist, indeed constructionist, over the years. However, I have always had a distinct distaste for packaged descriptions and formulae and indeed theories propagated and, often marketed by gurus as if there it is a ‘truth’ delivered from the heavens.
I have always found myself in discord with any proponent of any theory because there is often a rigidity in their thinking or a flippant dismissal of other aspects of self or other domains that may bring the chosen theory into question.
Now I see George Siemens and Stephen Downes differently because of the value systems I see inherent in their behaviours and actions. The openness and richness of diverse voice is welcomed, and indeed encouraged.
Now I don’t intend to get into hero worship here either. Also, not my style.
However, I am continuing my struggle to gain deeper understandings.
Right now, my brain is turbulent. This week’s readings and webinars have unleashed noises and visions that won’t settle – everything from my discussions with Derrick de Kerckhove and his work on connected intelligence in the 1990’s to the newer research into neuroplasticity to the nightmarish classifications of our western medical models which define, and advise on, ADHD and learning disabilities.
Ok, no really intelligent thoughts today.
I just need to become one with the messiness of my mind.
- Connectivism and Connective Knowledge 2011 (downes.ca)